Day Thirty Two

Okies, one month worth of blog entry is over! Happy Boxing day to all! To those who aint goin to work tomorrow! Bless ya! To those who are goin back to school or camp tomorrow! It sucks!!! Horribe! this year Xmas, left only 3 of us, darren,wengkie and me to have dinner! Ended up by the table with my family, having xmas dinner! like wat the hell! so sorry to darren n wengkie, i noe it felt horribly weird! honestly not looking forwards to next yr xmas anymore! why!? A) DAMN BROKE this year B) received 2 xmas cards, n 2 presents so far from friends C) no more present xchange so all the xmas shopping kinda ceased to exist D) wah lao... NO MONEY again E) ple dont seemed to want to spend xmas with me anymore F)Too bloodi broke to think of where to eat on xmas day! Come to think of it all, the best way to celebrate xmas is to eat at home, with somebodi or people cooking the food, adding all the love for friends/family inside the food, and truly enjoying the xmas spirit! NOw? so commericalized till i dont feel any diff eating on xmas eve or exmas day! if next year not dat broke and everybody agrees, maybe can have mini xmas dinner at home! haiya, wait till nx year then say la! one more cycle of 365 days to go before nx xmas! honestly dunno what will it turn out to be especially with all of them goin to NS and jevon n wengkie goin to uni. perheps they will have more new frens n new xmas party! well.... if dat realli happens, i'm gonna skip Xmas! n declare it S U C K Y wah laoz ....... so night mare! shld stop writting incase my imagination run wild! n i might start crying again!

all in all, xmas 2004 was erm... juz nice.... it alreadi reached the limit of the "boring" line on the chart! byebye 2004! n welcome 2005. it doesnt make any fucking difference to me anymore... year after year is juz like month after month n day after day!
A) STILL VERY VERY POOR, ALWAYS NOT ENUFF $
B) STILL DONT HAVE CAREER or ANYTHING THAT AM PROUD OF
C) STILL AS LAZY AS EVER, maybe with slight improvement if i put my heart to my work
D) STIIL S I N G L E and U G L Y
so tell me, wat's the look forward to next year!?

New year resolutions (might as well list down incase i forget)
1) Get better in school be more enthu about work
2) Hope to strike lottery (esp the scratch n win card, $1 per card)
3) Get rid of bad habit, LAZZINESS
4) GET RICHER
5) GET RICHER
6) GET HEALITHIER
forget abt getting bf. it usualli never will come true! why... hahaha becoz nobodi likes me very much!

sometimes friendship is more important. but then it always follow by this saying " u only live once, so it's better to try n failed then never attempting at all" abit ture.... but maybe u risk losing the frenship u took so many years to build up....maybe dat's whats it all about? U gain something n U lose something, in the end it's all the experiences and memories that will be with u thru ur life!

Here is something half complete!

< 12 days of luxury christmas >

On the 1st day of Xmas my true love gave to me a private jet n a diamond ring
On the second day of Xmas my true love gave to me 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 3rd day of Xmas my true gave to me 3 summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 4th day of xmas my true love gave to me, 4 Hermes bags, 3 summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 5th day of xmas my true love gave to me 5 18 carats diamond necklaces, 4 Hermes bags, 3 summer beach houses,2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 6th day of Xmas my true love gave to me, 6 suits of Yves St Laurent gowns, 5 18 carats diamond necklaces, 4 Hermes bags, 3 Summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 7th day of Xmas my true love gave to me a 7 acres farmland, 6 suits of Yves St Laurent gowns,5 18 carats diamond necklaces,4 Hermes bags, 3 summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring


will add on as soon as i noe what to ask for 8th, 9th, 10th, 11th and 12th day of xmas!