The Unfortunate Doings of My Ill Fated Life

CCN 2005

2005-07-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

If you think you are HOT! If you think you are FUN! If you think you are cREATIVE!
come join the SUMMERHEAT WAVE 2005
Inconjunction with the launch of the CCN 2005 Tee Shirt
We produly invite to come take part in our Summer walk of fame!
Be on the catwalk with your own style in the CCN 05 tee shirt!
See who's the most creative hunks and babes!!
Win the votes of the Judges and Audiences to become Summer's Hottest and Most stylish Hunks and Babes!

Email a photo of yourself and details to xxxxxx@yahoo.com.sg
from now July 06 2005 till July 20th 2005 (17 00hrs)
Come down for an audition between July 20th to July 22nd (Date to be comfirmed via email with organizers)

PASSION BALL VISUALS

2005-05-04T17:07:00.000+08:00

HI KAMITA,

HERE ARE THE VISUALS FOR THE PASSION BALL COSTUMES REQUIRED. PLEASE TAKE A LOOK.

MUSICIAN OUTFIT

MUSICIAN OUTFIT

DRUMMER BOY OUTFIT

PLEASE HELP TO PICK UP COSTUMES WHICH ARE SIMILAR TO THESE VISUALS. WE WILL BE DROPPING BY THE STORE TOMORROW AFRTERNOON.

THE EVENT WILL BE ON MAY 13TH 2005

PLEASE CONTACT ME AT OFFICE AT 6212 0969 OR AT MY MOBILE 9623 2210

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2005-03-14T11:14:00.000+08:00

Hello buddiess!!

I have just set up a livejournal account. Feel free to add that URL of my blog to ur current address. I'll have 2 from now on. till now i still love my blogspot account very much! So do keep in to for updates! pretty free nowadays so will input more photos! well, i surf for photos! hahaha i wanna find a space to uplaod my own. anybodi can recommand! if it need money, i dont really mind it as long as it's no over $20 per month! thanks!!

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Day Fourty Five

2005-02-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hrmmm Need a complete change in lifestyle!
Dont wanna be lazy anymore! Got a sudden interest in Yoga. But cant seemed to find a good spot at home to do it! Especially with pet at home... Need a unit in Grange Residence to have a condusive environment! Haha -_-! Wanna get ride of my lazy bugs, balance up my lifestyle, clear my mind of thoughts, balance my stress and improve time management. Must sleep and wake up in healthy hours of the day! OH MY GOD! HOw to achieve that! Wanna wake up early also lazy. Waking up on time is no problem, but gettin outta bed n house, is!

Enviroment isnt very good to start out now! Look n smell the air now! so Polluted!

haiyaz! very whinny now! cant write alreadi! haiya haiya hiyazzzzzzzzz

Day Fourty Four

2005-02-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

My dear lord!

What a week! Should I say what a fucking year it is! Am sick for 3 weeks in the running! Now on recovering leave for 2 days! Hello! I think I need two weeks! First was gastric, then was cough. Glad now got flu! Not that I dont wanna take care of myself, but it has been a chaotic week. Lucky fever was gone a week ago. If not I'm realli suffering! Nice to have fever once in a BLUE moon, but right now, dont think I'll like fever very much!

Finally settled grandpa's funeral, tomorrow marking the 7th day. All these leaves n MC, whole school work schedule is messed up. Especially Visual Merchandising project 1. I wonder what will it turn out to be! Shld be horrible! But things at this stage I really cant be bothered about it anymore! Save those that can be save first. Leave those who cant. Pick them up later! One of them is like already dead! I cant do anythin to save it!

Fuck care, all those moment n time have passed, must look forward liao. Better plan what I need to do! So I will be able to see the reality of amount of workload I have to face!

In the loving memory of my Grandpa

"Remember"

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
Just remember me

I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun

I'm with you
Whenever you tell, my story

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory
Remember me

I am the one voice in the cold wind, that whispers
And if you listen, you'll hear me call across the sky

As long as I still can reach out, and touch you
Then I will never die

Remember, I'll never leave you
If you will only
Remember me

Remember me...

(JOSH GROBAN)

Day Fourty Three

2005-02-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

Oh dear, haven blog for such a long time! Blame it on my stupid browser on the desltop computer, so sucky, cant wait for it to spoil, then might get a chance to change it to a MAC. Yay!

Anyway, has been a great new year, so far. Collect quite a bit, plus i absorbed more $ from my borther's share this year! Wahahaha! I am not guilty of doing it! Hahaha... Realli had a fun fun time gathering with friends! Especialli. Oh much gathering till I got cough now liao la!! eeewww... feel like taking my throat out, scrap off the itch n put it back again! Predict will lose voice soon, if i dont stop eating fries! hahahaha.. But kinda sad coz Jevon is missing from the company n Jianwei n ZhengCong too. Haven seen Sexy for such long time! Mahjong is realli addictive! Must learn more ways to win! the mahjong set i have at the moment sux, so would be gettin my OWN one next year.

Aiyo, haven eat yusheng! Once only! Pretty nice, but only had 2 piece of fish!!! Wah ah! Realli so busy this new yr till mom also nv go buy! Wengkie says, coffee shop zhi char store yu sheng not nice... so erm... maybe wont buy it this year!

This of entry is shit, I know not what Am i inputting, juz type on the blog page.. dont have time to go list down what I wanna add inside! So happi my browser can work for blog today! Hahaha

Wishing all a Happy Valentines Day/ Happy Friendship Day to all mates![ Clara, Mardiah,Wengkie,Khoonwee,Junyi,Colin,Jevon,Alvin (Mabel too), KokLeong!] n everybody else I noe in TP DES (to my friends only) ...... maybe u all get presents n roses or chocolates too!

sian ah! tmr valentines day still gotta stay for OT in sch!

Day Fourty Two

2005-01-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

It’s been a long time since I last wrote anything nice here! Oopss… anyway it’s the same for my own diary! Somehow I can’t figured out how to input some thoughts in words because they are so horrifying when come to think of it! Hehe, I wont tell u what I’ve been thinking, after it’s diary stuffs.

All right, went to JB again for the second time, was meant to be a shopping trip, turned out to be a sight-seeing trip instead! Been to place’s I’ve never been, and ate at places (the back ally street hawker) for the first time in my life! I didn’t even stepped into the street hawker thingy at Somerset before! But food was cheap… and good? Especially the Ice Kachang! I guess it was the Best I’ve eaten so far! Sorry la, my tasting of these local delights are kinda limited, I only order cheng teng! But that ice Kachang is GOOD! Wanted to order another bowl (RM1.50!) but got deterred by the sweetness! Nice for once in a while consumption! Too much can get diabetes I guessed! But so dumb, people see us knows we are ‘tourist’ then give us lesser portion! Felt so cheated! They should really thank us, tourists, who are boasting their economy! Stupid dumb dumb! But that really is the first time I’ve been to that kind of alley to have meal, initially was disgusted by the drain, after a few moments, kinda got used to it, since everybody seemed “so comfortable” while I gave them a blank look!

What have I bought yesterday!? One hat and a pair of socks only! I spent about Rm50 only. Too much? Most went to food! But I really love the mickey mouse thingy! SO CUTE! SO MEEEEEE…. Really love the bag, but RM189 is too expansive! And Rm99 for a tee is also expansive! Add sing $10 can get me a FCUK tee shirt liaoz! Arghz!! Managed to save Rm100! Will go changed it back to Sing $ tomorrow, or if I pass by some moneychanger later! Think it will fetch about $43+/- at most … better then nothing lor! Might lose alot of $ in the process of Exchange!

All on All, it was such a fun time! Especially with such nice company, but the group abit big to go shopping with. Who cares, as long as it’s fun! The next time I see Mal, I’ll be reminded of ‘you tiao’ hahahhahaahahahaa!

Damn it…. Good times always pass so Q U I C K L Y ….. got interview at 5pm later and, what’s the time now, 12 00! I haven even got ready my portfolio which contains nothing but crappy things! And I haven decide what to wear yet! Hate those work pants…. Yucks…. Some more after interview they wanna meet up go dinner or lunch! Honestly have no mood to eat liaoz! I’m nervous about everything!

Day Fourty One

2005-01-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

Yay! done new year clothes shopping! bought ... not mnay things! 1 blouse, 1 blazzar, 1 shoes (again), 3 tee, 2 set of erm... under garments. Total abt $280+ kaoz.... so X, look at the amount of things!! Things still need, a camisol n ya, make up, i want to try thr loreal panaromic curl mascara! go jb buy, mayber cheaper. mom got 4 pairs new scoks again! YAY!!

shopping is so fun! please, y dont somebodi pay me to shop for them!? hahahaha falique where r u alreadi!? i can be ur fashion consultant.

shopping is so relaxing! hahah die! cant imagine after i start working, got enuff spending power alreadi... what will happen to my bank account n room/storage space!

shop all day. haven done any fcuking homework! D I E

Day Fourty

2005-01-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)

Day Thirty Nine

2005-01-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

New Ambition!

I wanna open a grocery store! Always been one of my dreams to open one! Wahahhahaaahahaha..... I'll import all the italian products n US products!

Day Thirty Eight

2005-01-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

S T O N I N G A L L D A Y

Day Thirty Seven

2005-01-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

Things i like

Yes, roses lotsa of them! Any color! Love those yellow ones!
Blue or purple tulips
Super single sized ivory white wooden coffin with rose cravings
Everything to be white or ivory white for funeral
invitation cards must be ivory white too!
All in all, I want a "white" funeral!

Thank you!

One weekend went right through, time passes as quickly as the tides.. and Fantastical! I haven done any bit of my homework yet! How shitty...

Aiya, dunno what to say liaoz, suspect split personality is happening to me! I cant explain anything! Hate mood swings! Haven had mood swing for like.... 7months plus alreadi...

Day Thirty Six

2005-01-09T02:36:00.000+08:00

Oh God spare me from this misery and suffering. A suffering no one will be able to know except me and you! I wouldnt even wanna think about tomorrow, for i dread it to come! But always the first ray of the morning lights shattled dat thought! why!! why!! Why cant I chose the path i wanna take? I'm so sick n tired of this reality, i'm suffocating with every breath i take in; juz take it tat I dont belong here, I came to the wrong plane. all i want to do is to leave everything and go away. dont even think abt being able to find me, i supposed they wont care either. why dont end of days come sooner? rather be freezed to death then to drown or get over heated n BBQed!

how i miss stars watching nights, clouds watching days, my literature
lessons, my choir practices, my art lessons, how i miss the wind mill farm n sussie, aunt joan and uncle milton! how i miss the sight and smell of the wild flowers of summer! how i miss the old 15 yr old me!

nothing but a fading memory... in dusty brains.

offically sinking back into depression. althought i dont sound like it or look like it. it's begining to consume me inside out.
they say a woman's mind is more complicating than fixing a robot! it's juz complicated y i'm sinking down again.

better publish this if not mar n clara will nv remember, incase anything happened, n cant find records of my dna, i left samples of it in my diary, inside the drawer of the taller cabinard in my room. thanks!

[sometimes being someone who is as bright as a star isnt a good thing, because a star is so far away till it's like outta reach] -quote

SUMMER SNOW (Sissel)
lt's summer snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch, but it fades away
It must be a dream I will never get
Just like my love that's crying for you

If there were something not to change forever
We could feel it deep in our heart
Today is over with a million tears
Still everyone has a wish to live

Oh, I do believe everlasting love
And destiny to meet you again
I feel a pain I can hardly stand
All I can do is loving you

It's summer snow in deep blue sea
I try to touch, but it fades away
It must be a dream I will never get
Just like my love that's crying for you

I dont like the lyrics at this moment, other then dat , i like the dat song

Day Thirty Five

2005-01-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz…. 18 years! GONE. Alvin n Gabriel’s turn to go for their NS.. sooon follwed by khoonwee, then mary…. But then… Wengkie and Jevon will be “graduating” soon! How time flies! 2 years passed since we last went NOOCH for gathering dinner and I didn’t notice!!

Saw this book [Relationship for dummies] good….. just wat I need! I suck at building relationship with people! Friends or whatever else! Sad case ah…??? =(

I cant add on already. Feeling drank, I have no idea why! Didn’t drink anything today! Arghz… juz so ()*(^&^&^ (kw say must be more refine,shldnt say too many F words! Hahaha….)

Day Thirty Four

2005-01-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

Oh my god! There's something screwed up in my brains, cant figure out wat's wrong with me any more! haiyaz how i wish got imaginary friends! Erm 12th of Xmas, 5th Jan!

Day Thirty Three

2005-01-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

Good bye 2004 and hello 2005
What a gloomy new year! Totally dont give a damn to new year alreadi. I mean, like i said, every day seemed the same! Adding on top of the bloodi new year was the tsunami disaster! Haiz....see see see! H U M A N S .... all our bloodi fault! Damaged the environment, casued global warming which in turn cause the ice caps to melt n increase the water level, world temperature! so fucking increased by 1Fr~. Now new case again. What has or is this earth is goin to become?

After watching those CNN reports on the Tsunami thingy, makes me wonder, what am i living for!? I cannot find dat fucking answer to it. Dunno how my life goin to end up to be like! What a messed up life I have!?

New Targets for 2005

Do my basic theory test
Sheld some pounds
Stay younger, look younger, feel younger
Wanna win lottery!!! Get richer
Have better relationship with people!
Treat friends better in turn hopong they'll treat me better
Please god, return my meomry power
Time management to be improved
Be more enthu in my work!
Last but no least, RICHER please!

Day Thirty Two

2004-12-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

Okies, one month worth of blog entry is over! Happy Boxing day to all! To those who aint goin to work tomorrow! Bless ya! To those who are goin back to school or camp tomorrow! It sucks!!! Horribe! this year Xmas, left only 3 of us, darren,wengkie and me to have dinner! Ended up by the table with my family, having xmas dinner! like wat the hell! so sorry to darren n wengkie, i noe it felt horribly weird! honestly not looking forwards to next yr xmas anymore! why!? A) DAMN BROKE this year B) received 2 xmas cards, n 2 presents so far from friends C) no more present xchange so all the xmas shopping kinda ceased to exist D) wah lao... NO MONEY again E) ple dont seemed to want to spend xmas with me anymore F)Too bloodi broke to think of where to eat on xmas day! Come to think of it all, the best way to celebrate xmas is to eat at home, with somebodi or people cooking the food, adding all the love for friends/family inside the food, and truly enjoying the xmas spirit! NOw? so commericalized till i dont feel any diff eating on xmas eve or exmas day! if next year not dat broke and everybody agrees, maybe can have mini xmas dinner at home! haiya, wait till nx year then say la! one more cycle of 365 days to go before nx xmas! honestly dunno what will it turn out to be especially with all of them goin to NS and jevon n wengkie goin to uni. perheps they will have more new frens n new xmas party! well.... if dat realli happens, i'm gonna skip Xmas! n declare it S U C K Y wah laoz ....... so night mare! shld stop writting incase my imagination run wild! n i might start crying again!

all in all, xmas 2004 was erm... juz nice.... it alreadi reached the limit of the "boring" line on the chart! byebye 2004! n welcome 2005. it doesnt make any fucking difference to me anymore... year after year is juz like month after month n day after day!
A) STILL VERY VERY POOR, ALWAYS NOT ENUFF $
B) STILL DONT HAVE CAREER or ANYTHING THAT AM PROUD OF
C) STILL AS LAZY AS EVER, maybe with slight improvement if i put my heart to my work
D) STIIL S I N G L E and U G L Y
so tell me, wat's the look forward to next year!?

New year resolutions (might as well list down incase i forget)
1) Get better in school be more enthu about work
2) Hope to strike lottery (esp the scratch n win card, $1 per card)
3) Get rid of bad habit, LAZZINESS
4) GET RICHER
5) GET RICHER
6) GET HEALITHIER
forget abt getting bf. it usualli never will come true! why... hahaha becoz nobodi likes me very much!

sometimes friendship is more important. but then it always follow by this saying " u only live once, so it's better to try n failed then never attempting at all" abit ture.... but maybe u risk losing the frenship u took so many years to build up....maybe dat's whats it all about? U gain something n U lose something, in the end it's all the experiences and memories that will be with u thru ur life!

Here is something half complete!

< 12 days of luxury christmas >

On the 1st day of Xmas my true love gave to me a private jet n a diamond ring
On the second day of Xmas my true love gave to me 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 3rd day of Xmas my true gave to me 3 summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 4th day of xmas my true love gave to me, 4 Hermes bags, 3 summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 5th day of xmas my true love gave to me 5 18 carats diamond necklaces, 4 Hermes bags, 3 summer beach houses,2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 6th day of Xmas my true love gave to me, 6 suits of Yves St Laurent gowns, 5 18 carats diamond necklaces, 4 Hermes bags, 3 Summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring
On the 7th day of Xmas my true love gave to me a 7 acres farmland, 6 suits of Yves St Laurent gowns,5 18 carats diamond necklaces,4 Hermes bags, 3 summer beach houses, 2 Porsche convertibles, a private jet and a diamond ring

will add on as soon as i noe what to ask for 8th, 9th, 10th, 11th and 12th day of xmas!

Day Thirty One

2004-12-21T13:27:00.000+08:00

HoHoHo!! Merry Christmas! Countdown: 3 more days till Xmas eve!
Juz came back from Hong Kong last night, went there for the weekend, so was there anc back again! Super Duper fun shopping in Hong Kong, U could find anything and almost everything, if u go in the right season. NOw is the fall/winter period therefore cant find nice tee shirts, all those long sleeves tee and cardigans and jackets....fur coats, wool shawl....n lots and lots of bootS! Oh did i mention is the fucking fall sale period now! Huh Huh! Marc by Marc Jacobs having 30% on spring/summer selecions, CK Jeans also havin sales!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! I want the Marc long sleeves stripy tee which cost HK790!! Stupid mom didnt wanna buy it, even after i insisted i pay her bac kn SGD! Wah laoz! SO SO FUCKED! Why would i wanna buy it!??? A) Ex maid damanged my only stripe tee b) Love the colors (shocking pink n deep grey) c) bcoz it's by Marc by Marc jacobs D) bcoz it was on discount E) u cant find it in Singapore F) Coz I want the paper bag finaly, buy the sake of buying for the brand! ooh fuck fuck fuck.... shld have saved up enough $! Nvm, upon graduation then i go alone! hopefully cousin still working there, can stay at her place for 2 or 3 days! hahahaha... then i will shop till i DROP! hahaha must start saving liaoz! Hack Kl... dont wanna go alreadi! I LOVE HONG KONG! Everything of it, except the housings, the maids, the food!

Nevermind lor, sicne I cant get the Tee, i bought a Y3 shoes for HK980! GO ME!!! Veri cute pair.... will wear it if weather permits! I swear I'll smack or curse or scold the bastard who step on my shoes! Dear Dear, this trip like never buy anything, except, 4 pairs of shoes(Adidas orginals,Vagabond,Vans,Y3 all boots except y3 n vans), 2 pair of socks, a pair of sunglass, 2 bags, 3 magazines, 1 watch..... wah laoz.... like dat only leh! No tee shirt, no jeans! haiz... cant find the levis strip jeans! Mom got a Gucci sling bag.... hahaha will be mine so now or later... coz will go borrow it... n return it veri late. who ask her borrow my necklace nv return! wah laoz....

haiz, feel so bad to skip lessons again this day! to find out that Clara n mardiah didnt go also, somehow makes me feel better! Hahaha.. maybe nx sem will take Jap! Coa when i was in HK, some people always thinks I'm jap n start speaking tome in Jap... i dont understand a word of coz! worst, when they started speaking in cantonese to me! i was like "HUH!!????" then always have to ask my mom " What he/she said" hahaha.... horrible siak... but now it's quite ok alreadi.... 7/10 speaks enligh, 6/10 speaks chinese! 4/10 speaks japs... so it's rather OK for ple who dont know cantonese to visit!

was totaly sucky for me, coz didnt bring enuff money there.... Dior plastic sun shades HK1715, was 50% off.... = SGD168++... shld buy, can buy! but no money to pay!

hrmm... seemes like MAC jewels eyeshadows sold out everywhere, cant find the dior one if not will by it bcoz of the case!

In anyway, 3 days of shoppin non stop! Open eyes only will go n think " where to shop today!?" 3 days non stop shoppin! From 11am till 9pm all day! COOOL! FUCKING COOL! SO STRESS FREE!!!!! Muist do dat more often! Hahaha once a year can liaoz@ Especially keep buyin shoes. wanted to buy another pair of Mickey mouse shoes one leh! But.... mom decided not to buy it, coz too many pair, sure kena scolding!@ Ok lar, can understand it! But i want ...... i want..................

Nx time will save up 3 years in advance so dat nx time I'm there, can afford Marc stuffs (tee/bags/accessories), Dior n Channel cosmetics n Fragances, agnesB bags, gucci bags, of coz LV bags as well!!! Arghz... so MATERIALISTIC! Cannot help it!!!! HOw i wish I can go there stay,people there r so fashion concious! very good enviroment for designers, coz there's so much things to see n experiences n do! Alot of exposure as well, I think erm... more english then american design essence.... (dont take into consideration those All american brands), veri cool! n HK designers veri talented as well.... aspirtations for me siak! hahahahhaaahahahaha....

New plan! Forget NEw YorK City shopping spree! go Hong Kong shop! Go NYC play! Set ah!

here is my photo album, hope u can access it! My HonG KoNg TrIp 20o4
bloodi captions r my file name, so it's bloodi shitty! juz enjoy the pic!

to dear hong kong and all ur shopping malls and shops,

Hope to see ya again in 3 to 4 years time!

Lots of love,
Chloe!

Day Thirty

2004-12-12T14:12:00.000+08:00

Hardly believed it! 3 months worth of blog, only to add up to 30days!? *Yawnz*, so bored! Cant even be bothered to step outta the house today, although need to go to Chinatown n buy beads! But, I'm dead lazy, and not to mention BROKE outta my witts! Happy Birthdae to Mardiah today! Haiz, I got confused with Wengkie's birthday again, is it April 9th or April 19th! wah laoz.... why I so blur! Kaoz! Oh brainy, where are u!! Why arent u in my head!!! ARGHZ! I want go shopping..... cant make up my mind to buy the Country Road bag or not! F U C K !! How i wish i can get a ring from tiffany as christmas present! But who the hell would buy it for me!? NUTS
Hahaha.... New plan, to go Paris n visit the entire Louvre in 10yrs time! Hahaha... what will i be doing then!?

a) married with kids, 2 some more! 1 gal n 1 boy!
b) single and still sloggin like hell

Hrmm... either of the options, I don realli wanna think about it!

My goal is to be a professional visual merchandiser in 10 yrs time! GOD F U C K i need a Uni degree in Design. Y am i so LAZY !

Day Twenty Nine

2004-12-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yay! Finally got thursday off on timetable! So.... went to watch National Treasure! What a nice show, pity it was such a short movie only! Will go get the book! My fav kinda of genre!! Seldom have such nice movie in the genre! Especially with Nicholas Cage and Sean Bean in it! Will go watch againz!! Worth my $7.50 today! Fuck.... Never watch Birth, and The Forgotten! Forget, go rent the Vcd/DVd maybe over Xmas! Another MUST watch moive, Constantine! 2005 eh! Damnz... hahah few more weeks lor! Oh my god, cant get Jerome's cute little arse off my head! Am so totally obsessed! OFFICAL Jerome Fangirl liaoz lor! Hahaha.... aiyoz, cant stand it anymore! Especially when he's head to toe in black, fitting clothes! Realli feel like grabbing him n shag him crazy! Hahahhaa...... CLara said he has a cute fashion sense! hahaha.... Oh... shldnt say dat so openly! hahah... anyway who will take wat I wrote here seriously? Hahhaa

GTG... forgot all I wanna say, so tired, often when i pop onto bed, brain dead alreadi. Haven even finish my entry for diary! Hahaha....., See, typical lazy,good-for-nothing,materialistic gal kinda life! Hahaha

DayTwenty Eight

2004-12-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

Yay! Got a new Mambo sling bag, @ $55, poor wengkie got it at $79, but then he got the mambo paper bag, all I got was cheaper, club 21 sale plastic bag! Hrmmm... saw another Country Road, mini boxy hand carry bag going for $49.00, kinda cheap? Hrmmmm.... might get it if save enough by next week! Am so materialistic! Big,fat,lazy,ugly and materialistic singelton of 18! hahahhhaa *evil laugh*

Haiz, I'm 18 alreadi... and still single! of coz I'm 101% Straight gal! Wah laoz... how horrible life is! MAry and Bf been together for a year alreadi! How sweet can the get? Honestly, feel like total failure! Even briget jones much better to have marc dacy, BIG lawyer as BF! arghz.... can sink no lower then this! 18... 18 alreadi... will be 20 soon! What's worst!? DOnt even have a target to have a crush on!? (*not in sch at least... or anywhere near sch.... or anything to dow wif sch ple) Am i a regular!? Life's so boring besides, work, work and work! N wat else?, oh ya, fussing about MONEY,MONEY,MONEY.. wat else to worry about!? What am i goin to do in the future, future, future!

Argh, fuck the new timetable... it stink n suck no worst then this semester's one! FUCKING FUCK it! Asss............

Day Twenty Eight

2004-12-05T13:02:00.000+08:00

Went thru all those past year Xmas cards, realized Zheng Cong never sent any cards (maybe not to me at least coz i've got nothing from him so far) then erm... sad, cards getting every day seemed to be going down hill juz like how the USD is doin in the market.... sometimes alot, sometimes lesser, current years gettin lesser... Lotsa of bear bear cards, in particular, 2 polar bear bear one frm wengkie... hahaha hope to see another polar bear one, can form a collection after 10 or 5 years!

2002 was a weird yr.... received more then the usual cards frm choir ple... abit MAD... or maybe it's their way of saying " Thank goodness she's gone forever..." hahaha so they sent some cards in expressing their joy of me leaving secondary sch! hahahhaha... must be like dat!

wanted to make Xmas cards.. but then...cant seemed to find enough recycled material, or even related photos! seemed that i'm the one sending out alot? everybodi i noe that's worth sending a card to them i send it! hahahahaha... those i cant reach i send to school (hopefully mrs ong is still at school)haiz I miss mr Lam n mr Chua....wonder how are they doing now! lam chee fong left school a year ago... haiya, where r u !?

Hrm.. let me see... coming week will be VERY VERY VERY broke.... so gotta get the cards the Next week! yea, alright, set, get it nx week then, meanwhile hunt for the nicest and cheapest!

While I cant seemed to get to sleep last night, spend a bit of thing thinking about possible Xmas presents to get for friends, eventually found it was a really good idea to customised their drinking bottle! Might do dat this yr.. hrrmmmm shit not much of surprise if reveal too much infor given out here! hahaha, i supposed they realli read... hahaha sheeshszzzzZzxz.... yea see about, 2 more weeks, too early to say anything! what if nobodi wanna xchange present with me this yr! GOD! so so so ............=(

fingers crossed! So in Xmas mood noW! heheee... presents under my mini trees increasing as weeks gone by! all ready to go out on Xmas eve!

Day Twenty Seven

2004-12-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

Woo ah! twenty seven days alreadi! school holidays has finally come to an end! last two days of weekend to enjoy before going back to "Fucked-Up mini world" yucks... hate school, always have no matter which school am in! AM really REALLY so tired now! Haven been sleeping enough for past 3 days! Everyday got dug outta bed so early! Worst, having minor insomia! CANNOT sleep unless am very very tired, usual situations, need to lie in bed for at least 3hrs before can sleep! HORRIBLE! HELP! HELLLPPP..... hrmmm... I want paul & joe tee shirt! $229... hack! So tired till cant be bothered to meddle ard with time table, slyvia will do something to it! Heck alreadi....

christmas wish list again
paul & joe tee shirt
Paul & joe blouse $348 i think......
italian for beginers workbook
mambo sling bag ( dunno which one but makes no different, 10$ apart)

Dunno what else already.... so bored

Bad news, might not spend Xmas in town if goin on holiday! Sandwhiched between luxury and for friends........ haiz..... How~? Pray hard trip might get cancell then might not feel as bad ... hahah .... most prob will stay here for xmas even if is able to go, unless mom booked tix alreadi, then bo bian lor

ok lar dont wanan type alreadi... dunno what to say! so tired! I miss fish n chips! Juz realized that my favourite food still is Fish n Chips! After so many years, still haven change

Day Twenty Six

2004-12-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

Felt like have drifted apart from friends! Everybody's been so 'slient' these days! Wouldnt even reply a hi msg! Most did not wish my Happy Birthday this yr~! Wat is their fucking problem! I can swear I did treat them well ( at least 70% of the time) Wish could cook them for Christmas! Even those closest bloodi irritate me with their fucking attitude! Friends social circle in bad situation now, bad for self! Might as well be isolated! Better off in my own insane world!

Honestly any one out there tat is at least a good friend!?
Maybe is juz my god damn fault! Nobody wanna be friends with me! Might as well die!
Dont see a reason not to leave this earth sooner, aniway! Global warming, war, inhuman physcos awalking all around, money major treat to life! un happening life, boring life... stupid me! and stupid family! nothing worth living for! Not even my dreams which r so unrealistic that it will never come true! DUHz!~ Dont need a life span of 60yrs! Give me 30 and will be glad! No need suffer any longer!
Ijuz hate this place! How i wish am born into family running a farm business in Aussie or Canada or England or States! I guess by then will have a simple life, and more natural loving!

Juz f * * * ........

Day Twenty Five

2004-11-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

Am so hunrgy now! I cant think of nothing to write! Last nite's blogger got fucked up, so i cant input anything! Now after so many hours, all Iw anted to say has found their way outta my brain last night! Hahhaa! Haiz.. okies nothing to input alreadi! So am juz looking forward to thursday's JB shopping trip! Hope everything will turn out well!

Xmas seemed to suck this year! It's like a million light years away! Aspect I'll worry over damn projects rather then Xmas! hahahhaa.... typical! Look on the brigther side, I'll have things to keep myself busy with, so that mind will not have any more memory space to dwell on nonsense!

All I want for Christmas is......... (added items on wish list)

A Paul & Joe jumper! yay!! Paul & Joe opening in Dec!

Will get make up frm Paul & Joe! =)

Cheers folks!

Days to Crhistmas: 24
Days to ROTK DVD: 13

Day Twenty Four

2004-11-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

What a Sunday! awoke at 9.30am and I cant seemed to get back to sleep nowadays once I've woken up! Stupid Mardiah, again play areoplane! In then end, got my lazy ass up and headed towards Borders! Hurrah, I bought a new journal book as a present for myself. Then I cant resist the temptation to buy Briget Jone's book! Yay can start reading tonight if my right eye dont hurt dat much! Damn.. now the right eye seemed to be smaller! The feeling is irritating me!! =( Anyway saw the new Offical Illustrated Guide to Lord Of The Rings, $42.00! By the time i save up enough $, I think the stock will be long gone! It's a collection of pictures, memos and dunno what else frm FOTR to ROTK! 15 more days to ROTK dvd, why must be on a tuesday!? DIE die will wanna get it on that day! Will fly to T/M n make my purchase! Am starting to draw up wish list for Chrismas!

All i want for Christmas is .............

LOTR Triva Pursit Trilogy Edition
Offical LOTR Illustrated Guide
Canon iXus 5
A tix to the next ringCon
More shoes
GAP Hobo bag
Marc by Marc Jacobs shoes
Marc Jacobs shower form/body lotion
Increase in allowances

That's all for time being, as time goes by, will add on more... then one week b4 Christmas will eliminate some.. keep those practical ones will do! hehehehehe

Thank god I didnt buy the Orlando Bloom biography! So full of crap inside, things I no longer have any interest in! I only wanna buy Hugo Weaving's biography, if he ever has one! I doubt he will.... maybe gotta 10 years later!!! Read Peter Jackson's, very beautifully written! Who knows, maybe school library will have Bloom's biography! Hope they will input more books and magazine after the holidays. Sucky system they have! Oh goosh, so sicken by the word, S C H O O L!

Still have craving for the Green Curry. Maybe can cook Japanses Curry tomorrow! Hahaha... but wont be as nice! Wanna go watch tv alreadi la! Stupid entry today, cant think as my eye hurts

Day Twenty Three

2004-11-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

My feets so tired today...bloodi shoes... LOUSY!!!! Went out to window shop, fulfilled the word today, didnt buy anything, only one candy! Spend most on food today! gotta admit, my first time stepping into a thai restuarant! Renn Thai. The green curry so nice.... I think it's best outta the 3 dishes we ordered today. Poor kevin didnt have dinner, if not we could have ordered more. N wengkie can order 1 or 2 dish dat is well, spicy hot! So sorry about that!! I still dont dare to eat chilli hot thingys, pepper hot is my max! The Chicken dish, no. 33, hahaha.......also veri nice, had i not spoil the taste by accidentally chewed some chilli seed together with a piece of veg from the plate! I was shivering alreadi, so HOT HOT HOT!! I almost cried, my tears alreadi in my eyes! I wondering if wengkie noticed it! Fortunately i ordered the Thai ice kachang!!
I cant stop lauffing over what i typed! hahahahahahhaahhhhahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
so stupid yet so farnie! I cant believe myself! can eat something till i almost cried!

So ridiculous!

Here's another ridiculous event happened
Wengkie n me wanted to go to the New Asia Bar at Swissotel ( i think cant figure which hotel is which), then there's this girl standing at the lobby entrace who asked if we were going to have a drink, so we said, yes! and then told her we wanna go up to the 71st story,NAB... Then she said: may i knoe ur age? so yea, we told her. wengkie's 21 (he told her dat i think, but's only 20 and 7months), and me 18. She gave a reply:"sorry sir, but u would have to be 23 to be allowed in" somthing like dat lar, cant quote the exact phrase! SO RIDICULOUS! and so fucked!

Another farnie moments I would like to share!ideas Proudly shared by Wengkie (Master of Terror)
What to do to ur neighbour when they turn nasty
A) Pour honey into their shoes (if they leave them oustide)
B) Sprinkle USED cooking oil onto their clothes (if they hang them out to dry), if not used kevin's apple spray thingy to make their clothes smell like vomite!
c) Put lots of butter into their shoes or cheap or spoilt cheese
D) Spread superglue to their shoes
E) pour solutions/viniger into their plants!

If they got no shoes outside their house or nv have a chance to catch them with their clothes hanging out
Apply butter all over their door handles/ or locks
Coat Honey over their shoe rack or pour along their door (add suger to sweeten)

Ok, will go n think of more ways!! Hahaha *evil evil evil laugher**

Days to Christmas: 27
Days to ROTK DVD: 16

Day Twenty Two

2004-11-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

Just watched Briget Jones:Edge of Reason this afternoon! Super Dupper fanatasic movie! Realized that half the crowd in there were 'singleton', most went alone for the show, or maybe with friends, no couples were seen! Hahhaa... farnie! MUST WATCH for all Bridget fans! I dont mind watching it for the second time! Bridget, u're my IDOL! of coz, Dacy too yea! Rating for this movie: 8.5/10. I hope there will be a Bridget Jones 3! Life after marriage. Hahaha.... wonder when will i meet my mark dacy! Anyhow, hope I can keep my current diary alive!! Realized something, bridget is so like me! fav ice cream= ben&jerry's, fav curse word:Fuck/Fucked up of coz some other factors which i wont announce in public! hahah

Well, tell ya the truth, been trying to keep a diary alive ever since my primary school days.. a REAL diary to write down all things personal, till not, erm, not successful! Even online ones dont stay alive long. This is my second one, my first was the open diary, stayed alive for few months then byebye alreadi! heeheee... Successful ones are those stupid weekly journel, the teachers made us write during school uniform days! of coz, all i wrote inside are craps, and load full of it! Practically every page of it is made up! Hahahahah! But took me so long to realized that those teachers who made us wrote those journals, they are the only ones who cares! The only ones who is truly concerned about us!

Xmas seemed to come even earlier this year! I start to source for Xmas cards, presents, thikning n thinking of ways to spend Xmas this year. Wonder how will Xmas turn out this year!

Days to Christmas: 28
Days to DVD Launch of ROTK: 17

Day Twenty One

2004-11-24T13:50:00.000+08:00

It's been days since I last input something! Finally got something to write! My DVD finally arrived!! PROOF! Veyr nice show, story plot wise... erm.. not as of expected from me! Kinda turn out to be comedy rather then drama! Hahaha... with a run time of 93min++ only! But honestly, it comes with "commentry with hugo weaving", too good to resist! 93min++ of him talking, SERIOUSLY isnt enough!! MORE MORE MORE MORE .... turning into pervy hugo weaving fan! hahah... maybe am already is! Wahahahhaa *Evil laugh** He has such good acting skills! Beautiful wonderful blue eyes! That unmistakeable hair (line)... and the sinister laugher! His voice seemed to un-humanly after listening to it for a few times! WOOoooooooooooOOoooo..... Melting already! move to Sydney and stock him, every monday, he'll go to the supermarket! kidnap him, have have him to MYSELF... my PREcIouSsssessssssSSs.... Miinnnee.... MINEE OWNzz! His wife so blessed! Haiz, some people just have all the bloodi luck in the world! Look at his KIds! Wah laoz.... ***JEA|ouS***

Aiyarz, got pimple break out this few days! Wah laoz, tonight got wedding dinner to attend one lor! And BLOODI FUCKING LUCK, i lost one of my 2 ties! The looney tunes,green colored one! I bought that for jus $1.00 at the clark Quay flea market! Fucked up! The last time I wore it was for the last day of school, for Sociology presentation, upon which i took it off and put inside my bag. After dat, I have got no idea where i left dat already! ARGHZZZZZZzzzz Slap me! Guess gotta go those cheappo shop to get one real cheap one, thought of gettin a bow tie! ahahha $4.00 or $8.00! Quite cute mahz! Arghz, fuck lar.. where to find nice cute cute ties! hahaha... i cant even find any animals one! Found one teddy bear one online, might buy it! Other then dat, gotta go flea market and find! Fianlly, this sunday can go!

Gtg for now... haven decide on the shoes to wear! Haiz, wedding dinners ah.. kinda like "grand" dinner, meeting all those relatives... sure will ask " Aiyoz, ah gal ah, so big alreadi... got boyfriend or not!?" "Studying or working already?""Where are u studying and study what ah?""Ah gal ah, holiday got work or not..." Blah blah... who knows what they might ask this time around! Those fucked up snobbish asses! Especially my dad's brother's wife! Bloodi fat ass, always wanna show off her son and daughter's education background! Fuck offf, stupid pig! I hate her the most. She jus like aunt Marge in Harry Potter!!!! FAT ASSSHOLE! Looking forward to the dinner, ahahah, I'm looking forward to the food only! Doubt I can drink anything today, my dad is there he sure wont allow!!! Fuck!!#@%@%T#^$^U&%^&@#$ Nvm... hahaha See ya

Day Twenty

2004-11-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

Oohh la la... suddenly some kinda of positive energy got awoken inside my brain! Have a sudden urge to go jogging!! Weird ah!? I always have the urge to jog in the middle of the night! So the best thing to do is to get a track mill at home! Been pestering my aunt for years and years to get one!! Till now, hahah,still dont have!

I WILL GO ON VEGETARIAN DIET AGAIN FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS. whatever i eat nowadaes (this few days in particular) I always feel like throwing up a few hours after meal. It's like my stomach is churning some plastic thingy, feels weird,juz wanna puke it out! It's disgusting feeling! Whenever i have dat problem, i will take in sweets, now the method dont seemed to work alreadi!

I think it was the ice-cream's fault! I had ice cream on Sat(gelato), and Sunday! On Sun, I finished a 475ml of Ben&Jerry's within a day! After dat, it's been puky all day long,24hrs on, still the same! (YUCKS)

Goodness la, no $ go watch movie alreadi coz planing a trip to go JB coming thurday to shop! DAMN IT

Lionel is back! Cool trip!

Day Nineteen

2004-11-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

Nov 15th 2004 17:20

Alright, said I'll be writing about the trip to Genting Highland, so here it goes.

Thought that it would be cold during Novemeber in Genting, but it turned out to be damn hot!! Brought 3 sweaters along ended up only put one to good use! Global warming!!! Read in a report that the world temperature has raised by 1 farehide this yyear. I'mjust wondering when the report will come in as " World sea level has raised over 1 feet, says researchers….." Hahaha… don’t think I'll be surprise! But then again, God told Noah that he wont be flood the Earth again. Maybe this time he'll freeze theearth!!! Hahaha… whatever he does, please never ever set the world on fire or on heating mood! I'm terribly afraid of the heat!!

Well, the 3 of us really had a fun time in Genting! We enjoyed ourselves to the fullest? Playing, shopping, eating and relaxing! The journey up there was great! Was one of the best trips I've taken so far, until the aircon got Busted on the way up! I didn’t even know about that until I woke up feeling sweaty , Hahahaa….I slept throughout the whole trip! Discman on, sunglasses on = on my way to la la land! Same goes for the trip back, except that I survived the last 2 hours home. Hahah I think Anna got to enjoy the view most on the way back coz she didn’t sleep that much already. Hahahaha!

We spent our first half a day shopping and exploring the hotels. Then we had "brunch"and Anna and I drunk some sort of disgusting "mushroom" soup! I swear I dropped a few more strands of hair over the few days! Goodness that disgusting soup was so salty!! Then we spent the rest of our time shopping again. And had Kenny Rogers for dinner. Didn’t know it was so nice shopping for clothes in F.O.S! Never mind the label is cup off or sew wrongly! As long as it's not imitation goods! Cheap and good quality and cool designs! Walk round and round, making mental notes on our shopping list! Then wait till the 3rd day to start the shopping spree! Damn fucking regret I didn’t buy the satin pumps from Padini! Gosh it was so cheap! Abt SGD26++.Where can you find satin pumps with rhinestones for that kinda of price in SG? It's cheap and chic! Haiyaz!! Really regret! Now I feel like going to JB's City square, they have got a Padini concept shop there too!

2nd day was spend in the theme park! Had some disputes with the admission tickets but I wont wanna talk about that! Just put it this way: [ u pay half the price, u get half the brains ] those bloodi dumb asses aunties ticketing sales char boh! So KNN! Hahaa… anyway, I really really had a fun time! I tried almost all the rides that I didn’t have a chance to play the last time I was there! Missed Crockscrew (rollercoaster) coz some shit fuckers (cant believe I used dat phrase! Hahah) stole our seats! Poor Siim Wii gotta endure the ride alone! Hahha. Love Space Shot!! Experience 4 times of Zero G.s! in a single ride, wow! What more for a thrill!? I love it! Gotta take dat ride again if have the chance! However, one day once is enough! After I got down from the ride, I was shaking inside out! Felt like the insides of me have shifted positions! Hahhaha! Anna U gotta try that!! Another favorite ride is the indoor rollercoaster EuroXpress and and Mine train coaster (love her speed !!). too bad, I didn’t try the Go-Kart again! Haiz, but then the tracks so sian! Escape's one better! At least there's so altitude, Genting's one all on flaty ground! Hahaha! Wanna guess how many we ride the bumper cars!? Hahaha… I guess about 6 times in 2 days! Hahahhahaha…Gotta admit that I;m quite sian when it was the 5th or 6th time we took the ride. Those stupid M'sian kids, those orbit ah lians and bengs, and some Malaysian Mats. Not fun at all to play with them! Eejks… they so c…..b….. siak! Hahaha, but I'm glad to say I bump people more then they bump into my car! Hahaha

Ended every day by spending quality time in STARBUCKS, enjoying the coffee or beverage! I had a latte on the 1st nite; mango frappe on the 2nd night; a caramel frappe on 3rd afternoon and a latte in the night; finally on the last day, I had a venti Rhumba Frappa! Hahhaa… on top all those, bought 2 cups! One 16oz and one Starbucks Doubleshot glass! But this time no discount coz HE wasn’t there anymore! God damn, I don’t even know people's name! fuck shit!?!! Going to starbucks everyday kinda become a usual every day affair whenever I go M'sia/Genting. Cant help it, it's the nicest café I've been too! Nothing can be compared to it's ambience, unless ya compare it when those Italian or French cafes. SG's best starbucks café? HOLLAND V's brunch and Changi Airport. Y? you'll bound to see lots of cute ang moh walking around! Hahahahahah….
Oh ya… hahah after I calculated I spent about SGD37++. Anyway, would like to apologise to Siim Wii and Anna for dragging u guys to Starbucks every night.

Food was the best in genting besides the coffee and rides! Cheap and good! Especially true for Pizza Hut! Freshly baked, super cheesey and crispy on the outside, tender on the inside! KFC was good too! Anna really ate to her heart's contend in KFC! Can see that it was one of things she truly enjoy! Couldn’t blame her, their KFC is so much better the SG one! Chickin so much more tender and fresh! Too bad u cant switch the items in the meal if u don’t like it. Well, Kenny Rogers, Sg one nicer!

One of the best few moments of the trips was the chat we had in KFC. Talk the talk, ladies! Everything under the stars and moon. Really fun listening to everyone's experiences and little "secret"s… hahhaa! Envy Siim Wii's grandma, can always frequent London! I'm dying to go to London's Soho and oxford street to shop! Not to mention Harrods! But then if u have no $, don’t ever go London, u wouldn’t enjoy as much! Hahahaha, especially true for a materialistic gal like me! Watch EURO TRIP? Hahaha… will die laughing! Realli farnie! Caution: Don’t watch with family/parents/or kids below the age of 17!

Wrote so damn much today! Guess in real good mood after buying BLUSH, plus has a real sweet dream last night (forgot what was it about, but it’s a nice one I noe) hahhaa, feeling very nice when I woke up! Must be the Keanu effect! Hahaha… re-read an article about him in Feb's 8Days I dug out last night! Wah laoz…. He's so totally drop dead gorgeous! I mean he's just PERFECT! Turned 40 this sep. but still looked as though he has jus turned 35.!!! love his neck and eyes!!! ARGHZZzzzzzx…………..-_-" hahahhaa. He got the very exotic look! Maybe he has some asian blood or middle eastern blood mixed within his veins!? After all he was born in Lebanon, mum's a showgal, dad's a geologist. Wonder what kinda night cream did he use!? Hahaha crème de la mer? Hahaha. Haiz, go where to find a boyfriend/husband like him!? If ever I find one, it's better then stiking 1st price in lottery! Fate is juz such a farnie thing isn’t it? Who would have thought that life was so hard behind such a handsome face, and rich Hollywood boi?
Older guys are always dat charming and charismatic! Hahah! People like Keanu, Hugo (weaving) and Craig (parker) or even Andy (Gracia)…hahaha! Oh yes, the ultimate charming prince, George Clooney!

Eh SiimWii, u have tell us (anna n me), which part of the guy attract u most?

Call me Idiot or tell me I've been living in Mars! I juz realized that I have one cute photo of Christophers Bailey inside the Jan issue of GQ and Sean Penn was Madonna's x husband!!!! Hahahahaa…. I seriously cant imagine how both of get got 2gether! Hahahahaa

Bought Britney Spears Greatest Heat CD! Britney fans…. MUST BUY… hahah!! Like Hilary Duff too but haven buy her CD coz waiting for greatest hit album… Linsay Lohan…. Suck big big time!

Oh dear, I think I'm falling ill soon! Dont feel so good now... head ache and I'm feeling so hot n warm....

Day Eighteen

2004-11-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

What a wonderful day.... filled with scents and color! What more can I asked for? F I N A L L Y it's THE day, BLUSH Launching today (I guess), C.K Tangs ple called me yesterday! Guest what! I rush down to get it today! Bought myself the new frangrance by Marc Jacobs, BLUSH. and another 30ml of Marc Jacobs pour homme! Mommy bought herself ESSENCE, total amount we spent $384!! Oh My Gosh!! heehee... cant help it, whenever Marc has new frangrance! OoH lla Laaa! BLUSH is kinda florally scented, very feminine, very sweet, and very vintage kinda feel...however, it's abit "light" kinda frangrance. I still prefer those "heavier" scented ones like Marc jacobs, Essence,Addict by Dior or Glamouros by Ralph Lauren. Nevertheless... I GOT MINE!! hahaha.... How i wish wengkie can hear me!! "GO buy the $148 pack la, by the time u come bac no more!" It's been only ... erm 11days since u left for aussie! Felt like such a long time... time passes realli quickly here, I guess time passes realli slowly there! Anyhow... wish ya can faster come back then we can go shopping, maybe can go JB!I need new dressy kinda shoes for dinner and Xmas!

So good mood today! Hahahahaha..thanks to Blush! Next target... maybe will wanna get the VERA WANG's frangrance. Mom says it isnt nice, Wengkie says it's nice, he likes it, Kevin says, it's ok, not bad. [diaoz,like some pop idol kinda thingy] oh yea! dat childish crappo got voted out this week! hate her!

Goodness... pocket empty alreadi! How to go watch movie, shopping, and starbucks-ing!!! Still got so many things to buy! CDs, lots on my wish list! I want the britney spears latest: the collection of hits, and then want the josh gorban CD, waiting for maksim's vcd edition, gotta pay up for my PROOF dvd, and save enuff to buy LOTR EE DVD on dec 14! So stress!! S T R E S S F U L !!!!

Damn.... terrence! I still got a project to complete! Haiya, dont feel like doing already!!! "*hopes he reads thsi**"

Marc jacobs is SO TOTALY cute! Did i mention dat Tony Blair is so handsome too when he was younger! I'm not interested in those 2 Princes... eeek! hahahhaa... OOh Oohh yea, today is such a nice day! Even when I'm walking innocently down orchard road, can get to see so many cutie pies walking around! So long nv go people watching alreadi, shld find one day, sit down in some corner of orchard rd, and ple watch. (cute ang moh guys tends to come out on weekends!) Hahaha... Keep this to urselves

Day Seventeen

2004-11-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

Slacky friday! Let me see, i've been sleeping erm... 3/4 of the day! Wanted to go Starbucks but gotta accompany my aunt to see doc later, kinda spoilt my day's plan! Hopefully I can erm tomorrow or Tuesdae. Nearest branch would be the Holland Village one. But one of my fav stores is at Changi Airport (Terminal 1, but they closed dat down alreadi, left T2), following that would be the one at Parkway Parade, and the brunch at Temasek Tower.But then again, most favourite would be the one in First World Plaza, nothing can be compared to that brunch! terrific ambiance and very nice crew working there. As compared to those Barista in Sg, other countries's barista kinda tend to be more friendly! Those at SG so snobbish! EEekk..
Haven seen any starbucks ice cream around in Sg or M'sia! Must be damn delicious!!! Hahaha Starbucks freakies! Cant be helped anyway. Coffee Bean's coffee sucks! (Is dat a local company?) Cant even taste the coffee flavour! N the wip cream... yucks! Coffee Bean's [Blackforest Ice Blend] is one of the better few coffees they have, however as compared to Starbucks's [ Rhumba Frappaccino ] at least there are lost of cookies chunks to chew it on! Hehehee... I miss [VERY BERRY], a kind of desert frm Starbucks! Sponge cake with rasberry, then pour a shot of expresso over the top and start enjoying the sweet treat! YummmYummmmy. Sadly they kidna stopped the promotion thingy, cant find it anymore! Maybe this christmas I can make it myself! Must get fresh rasberry and new coffee powder! How to celebrate Xmas this yr!?? When we will "most prob" be in school on the 24th Dec! God damn... and be back on Dec 26th~~ No resta t all. One pathetic day of enjoying the festive period!? W T F!! gonna grumble all the way! Hahaha... I wont have enough time to cook alreadi! I wanna bake cookies, make [VERY BERRY] and cook dinner!! Wah laoz......Oh oh... then still have to have a gathering dinner for xmas for all those usual bunch of friends. Where got enough time!? What about Xmas shopping!? Dunno what the fuck they sch is doing to the time table! So fucking shitty! Counting down to Dec 14th! LOTR -ROTK EE DVD will lanuch!!! hahaa I'll definately buy it on the 1st day!!! Cannot wait alreadi! Go Jp buy can alreadi, cheaper and faster! hahaha... orchard always run outta stock on the 1st day! Now all the nice movies are in Cinema!
I wanna watch all these
1) Alexander
2) The Forgotten
3) Taxi
4) Ladder49 (can 4get abt this, so long ago)
I guess that's all! juz watched SHARK TALE on Monday in Genting! RM10.00 onlY!!
Time passes so quickly. 4 days of fun came to an end so quickly! Now life goes back to the boring ususal state! Hahaha... Take today for example, slept all thru the afternoon! Wanna go shopping/coffe house but plans got all foiled! Rather go on weekdays then weekend, would be so crowded! 3 magazines waiting for me to read, but no coffee I cant put myself to read it! help!!!! My addiction came back! Hahaa...now I've got coffee machine, no milk, no coffee powder! Hahaha...hahahaha

ALright I cant seem to figure how or what I typed so far, thus kinda messy and crappy.... aiyaz forget abt it liaoz... cant be bothered.

I wanna go Holland V for coffee!!!!!

Day Sixteen

2004-11-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

Jus came back from the little getaway to Genting last weekend! DAMN COOL trip, really enjoyed myself in the company of terrific friends, Anna and Siim Wii n Pei Shan (of coz ur cousin too). Weather so farnie nowadays, global warming!!!! Was kinda hot in Genting, didnt really use my sweater! Almost got sun burn on my face! Hahah.... as usualy lor, go starbucks everyday! (At least for me...) But didnt see him! HAIZ.... was so sad! Kinda disappointed too! Though I realli didnt show how disappointed I felt... come to think of it, kinda stupid childish feeling! HAiz.... miss him leh! Too bad cant see him again! [god damnz, his fren was still there, an remember 2 of em...) Never mind, stupid thinking of mine, so childish!!! What is yours will be yours! If it's meant to be, it will be anyway,anyhow! But GOD!! I juz wanna know his name!! I dont even know his name!!! [Bang head]***

Happy week ahead to all! I got no mood and no idea what to write! Feel like crying out loud but I cant! Anyhow, dedicate this song to all!

Written In the Stars

LeAnn Rimes:
I am here to tell you we can never meet again
Simple really, isn't it a word or two and then
A lifetime of not knowing where or how or why or when
You think of me, or speak of me, or wonder what befell
The someone you once loved so long ago, so well

Elton John:
Never wonder what I'll feel as living shuffles by
You don't have to ask me and I need not reply
Every moment of my life from now untill I die
I will think or dream of you and fail to understand
How a perfect love can be confounded out of hand

Chorus:
Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time

Is this God's experiment
In which we have no say
In which we're given paradise
But only for a day

Elton John:
Nothing can be altered, oh, there is nothing to decide
No escape, no change of heart, no any place to hide

LeAnn Rimes:
You are all I'll ever want, but this I am denyin'
Sometimes in my darkest thoughts I wish I never learned

Both:
What it is to be in love and have that love returned

Chorus x 2

For My Beloved Cat, Aegean

2004-11-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

Here is something to cheer up this blog since Siim Wii said my blog very negative! Hehehe...

Ladies and Gentlemen! May I present to U, Aegean! the patchy fat cat! My Cat (so as to say) UsuallY we'll call her meow meow, coz dat's what my grams called HER when she first came into my house in search for water, abt 4 years ago! Then after we allowed her into the house, she keeps coming back for fresh water to drink, untill one day we decided to feed her also. From then on, she's kinda like a PR in my house. Recently, she likes to sleeps in my room, with me. Her favourite thing to go is to sleep on blankets, n towers and the sofa, coz she gets to enjoy the fan as well. She doesnt like to share seats, often when I sit with her, she'll jump away, so I'll give way to her. She's so precious to me, after my hamster run away 2 years ago! My baby Aegean! Why Did i gave her dat name? juz found the name recently. I name her Aegean because she was a stray cat before coming into my home, and now being family. As a stray and young cat, one of her ears got snipped off! By the way things had developed since, I guess it wasnt such a happy life after all. But now, it's different, she has got such lovely home and family members, everybody loves her, good food, clean water, nice places to sleep, and always having people around keeping her company! She has got such a lovely life now. Juz like the Aegean sea, lovely and peaceful right now... all it's history has long been forgotten.

The correct name would be Aegea: meaning: of the Aegean. However I feels that Aegean fits her more, thus dat decision!

If I have a male cat, i'll call him, Elladan! After the elf, a son of elrond in LOTR. Sort form, Ella! hehehe

here are some photos of Aegean!

Her lovely face, sorry ait blurred.

See she's fat isnt it? hahah kinda putting on weight again these few weeks!

Ignore the date! Take on Halloween Oct 31 04! Hahaha aint she cute!?

Another shot b4 she goes back to sleep! Dat's her favourite chair! Happens to be my gram's armchar!

Love Marc Jacobs

2004-11-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

Although Marc Jacobs's current success is due to his clean-cut luxury sportswear, one thing is certain: he will go down in fashion history as the man who invented Grunge. The 35-year-old New Yorker's infamous spring-summer 1993 collection for Perry Ellis displayed over-sized flannel shirts, slouchy sweaters and chunky army boots paired with floral vintage-looking dresses. It became an overnight editorial sensation and an equally swift commercial disaster. While the fashion elite raved that Jacobs's clothes broke new ground for women who wanted to dress more freely, consumers refused to pay $1500 for a dress that looked like it came from a flea market. Perry Ellis sided with the customer, fired Jacobs and discontinued the designer's line. But no matter how despised and ridiculed the grunge look was, no one can deny its impact: once pierced waifs in rags had invaded the streets and magazines, fashion was never the same, and Jacobs himself still looks on the fabled collection as his all-time favorite.

The young Jacobs had his mind set on design early. In 1981, he graduated from New York's High School of Art and Design and went on, like fellow star alumni Anna Sui, Steven Meisel, and Donna Karan, to the Parsons School of Design. He was quickly recognized as a fashion wunderkind: in 1984 he received the Perry Ellis Gold Thimble Award, the Chester Weinberg Gold Thimble Award, and Parsons's award for Best Student of the Year. After a couple of years of designing for Reuben Thomas, Marc Jacobs and business partner Robert Duffy launched the first Marc Jacobs collection in 1986. In 1987, Jacobs was the youngest designer ever to win the prestigious CFDA Perry Ellis Award for New Fashion Talent. Two years later, Jacobs went to work for Perry Ellis. Though the grunge fiasco put an abrupt end to the collaboration, 1993 was not a complete write-off as Jacobs won the CFDA Award for Best Womenswear Designer.

Jacobs took some time off, but returned to the fashion scene with a stellar fall '94 collection. The press raved about his sequined skirts, pants paired with red and apple-green leather tops, sheer fur-sleeved t-shirts, and hooded tweed jackets. His luxury sportswear caught the attention of Bernard Arnault, head of the Louis Vuitton Moët Hennessy conglomerate, and eventually clinched him the position of artistic director of the prestigious leather goods manufacturer Louis Vuitton just as it was about to embark on its first-ever ready-to-wear collection. After his debut show in Paris last year in April, Jacobs told British Vogue, "Vuitton is a luxury brand -- it's functional, but it is also a status accessory. I decided status would be done my way, which is to say invisibly." A bit too invisibly for some: the pared-down collection was too understated for the French press, who found the flat-front trousers, long skirts and cotton coats in white, gray, pale blue and raspberry boring. The anglo-saxon press was more enthusiastic, and the British paper The Guardian called the collection "achingly hip". Since then, Jacobs has made himself at home at Vuitton and his designs continue to evolve in a more ironic, sexy and colorful direction. In 1998 he won CFDA Best Womenswear Designer Award again.

In an attempt to define his design philosophy Jacobs told Harper's Bazaar in 1998: "Although it's tempting to deal with what I've learnt from the past, I can only deal with the idea of the present. It could be that these rapidly changing, confusing times have in some strange way made the consistent aspect of classic clothing seem comforting. But I just like simple things in very luxurious fabrics."

Marc Jacobs
113 Spring Street
3rd floor
New York, NY 10012
Tel: (212) 343 02 22

Day Fifteen

2004-11-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

Yay! Finally found something to add to my blog! Nice music eh? Well jus packed my bag today. I know it's a little early, however if i pack it at the last min, I might not pack in alot of things! Anxious! Hrmmmm... 3 more day! Yay to holiday! I'm so worried about the weather! I hope we dont get to ride the bus all the way up to Genting. I wanna take the cable up and enjoy the secnary the the fresh air! Cool! Hahha... Love the cable car right, although I get head aches whenever I ride it! Anyway! hehehee.... excited~

Anybody know where can i sign up for ANTI SINGAPORE IDOL club!? Oh fuckers.... they suck manz@ Most horrible show ever! Following dat is Talent time! Fuck manz, all RUBBISH on the show! No personality at all! Contestants felt so happy when the judges says they "Oh u Sound so like Steve Wonder!?" I wanna scream into their face "DUDE! Cant u read between the lines!?" Fuckers..... all those supporters! As dumb as the contestants! "Oh u sound so like Steve Wonder" means = HELLO! WHERE IS UR PERSONALITY? IT IS A POP IDOL CONTEST, NOT SOME "SING LIKE STEVE WONDER" CONTEST! HONESTLY, I HAD ENUFF OF THOSE SHIT! THEY ALL CAN GO SUCK SHIT N DIE! SO DUMB... ALL CANNOT MAKE IT! NO SUPER STAR X FACTOR! NO TASTE! OH YA! FASHION TASTE CAN SINK NO LOWER! WHAT A DISGRACE!

Day Fourteen

2004-11-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

Arghz..... I guess I'm in the same agony as those in US waiting for the "pojected" results of the elections... the cramp is killing me slowly...!! Arghz... even as i type now, It' so painful! Sombodi dig out my spine and massage then put it back againz!!! hrmm... talking about that!results so worrying... anyway, hope Mr Bush will win. The sight of dat kerry makes me sick! ahahhaoops

Yay! ordered my PROOF DVD!! Item will be shipped soon... 3 more days later. Might reach me on Nov 19th or to Dec 2nd! Oh my god, cant seemed to wait! Althoug it's a 90min film, there would be so many hugo weaving! hahaha

I hate TV nowadays! Especially channel8, go suck the hell outta their own resources! HORRIBLE SHOW. WASTING MONEY TUNING IN TO IT! Wah fuck manz,lousy shows..horrible people! Everything about it suck! Especially the week night serial drama! Wah fucked up! I REALLI HATE H A T E dat fucking show! the sound of show gets me irritated easily! W T F! KILL CHANNEL 8!~!!! Love channel5 and LOVE CABLE TV!! CNN/ANIMAL PLANET ROCKS!!!!!

Anyway, results not getting veri nice now! Bush 254 Kerry 252. Ohio is fucked up already, the rest of the 2 shows Bush with 50% of the votes! wat r they waiting for!! Give it all to Bush! Sucker.... i'm tearing inside out! so anxious!!! FASter larh! wah laozzzzz ( i made a bet dat Bush will win, damn it!!)

Day Twelve

2004-11-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

What has become of my life? Eating, sleeping, watching TV, surfing internet, rotting... haiz... now, it's gettin worst! PMS-sing almost for a week now! I cant help it, anyway! Facing those assholes in the house! My mind is turning mad. Everything is so fucked up! Dunno what to do. Wondering aimlessly around my house and room then ended up laying down on the sofa watching tv all day, if not, i will fall asleep on my bed! Anyway, 6 days away frm vacation, haven start planing what to bring or prepare anything yet. I cant organise anything yet so meawhile this webby wll fuck big time! With that fucking load of noise behind me I cant even concentrate on the computer! N i got bitten 5 times last nights by those Blood sucking fuckers mosqitoes! W T F .... so itchy!!!!!!!! damn shit ... realli damn fucked up to organise this webby.

To Mardiah:
Sorry about ur lost phone... I'l help u cursed the fellow who took ur fone away (juz in the right mood to curse ple), hope u can buy a nice phone tmr! Take it easy la!

To the one who took mardiah's fone
[ U r such a fucker! may u fall down 3 flight of stairs while ya walking down the stairs because the lift in ur lift has broken down for 3 days! May U lost ur entire bag when ya having lunch or shopping. May somebody accidently spill curry onto u while u are eating out. May all the mosqitoes infest ur house and may all of them "kiss" u! May ur shoes/slippers get stolen at night while ya sleeping. May a month fly directly into ur mouth when u yawn! Overall u r such a god damn sucker u shld just get knock down by a Bus~ Shit Off!]

Day Eleven

2004-10-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

Haven been posting too much recently, its because I'm too bored to wrirte anything, too sian to do anything. 6 Outta 7 days i've been stayin at home and be a good doggy! Jus wanna FUCK off now to some people!!!They just dont know how FUCKED up they are! OK NOT IN ANY FUCKING GOOD MOOD TO CONTINUE ANYTHING ANYMORE! FUCKERS ALL OVER THE WORLD...... HATE THE WORLD!!!

DAY TEN

2004-10-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY COUNCIL DAY! IT'S OCT 25TH AGAINZ! And to think that I've totally forgotten about it!! GEEZ.. what am i supposed to do? Hrm... i dont have any activities on council day! Never go out, never ate / cook anything special.... no elrond around to hug? ARGHZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

VOTE PEREDHIL
ELROND FOR PRESIDENT

DAY NINE

2004-10-24T02:36:00.000+08:00

SO dead tired today! Again lor, 12++ then reach home! Hahaha not bad la at least went shop ut nv buy anythin! COFFEE BEAN SUCK big time! YUCKS
CLUB21 also! No Marc Jacobs!!! SHITTY... so tired... wanna go Sleep alreadi! hope can sleep till 1pm tmr
hahahhhahaa nitey nitz

Day Eight

2004-10-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

Goodness.... how many more nice dreams can I get?? Last night's dream was really sweet! hahaa.... dont know how to put it in words, so nvm! Onlu I knows about it,hahaha. Adding on today's entry, I typed it this morning.

Its 02 11 in the morning and Ive just watched Something's Gotta Give. It such an incredible show, regretted not catching it in the cinema! I dare say that was the most romantic (romantic comedy) film I've watch over the past 2 years!? I not really a romantic gene kinda person thus chances of me catching a romance movie in the cinema is quite rare! Nancy Meyers really is an incredible film maker! It’s a totally fresh new feeling about the movie, not the mention the drop dead gorgeous Keanu Reeves, I swear if he were to past me, I might juz faint! Oh my god! He's juz PERFECT… right age, right feature, nice personality too…. N wonderful wonderful smile that would juz brighten up the whole world! Honestly, I'll FAINT and let's hope he'll send me to the ER! Hahahaha, heeeheeeeheee…awwww so sweet……………….[-_-" there she goes againnnnzzzz]

IMaybe those are jus silly thoughts of mine, i mean, really who would be interested in reading other people's blog and treat it serious? Hahha, even if I'm serious about writing a diary, I would not even publish it online, right? RIGHT… haha! But who doesn’t dream about a romantic date? Those who have boyfriends, maybe ya can post something about such topic, and hint hint that ur bf shld read ur blog…. Maybe he'll have a surprise for ya! As for those who don’t, (not that we aint good enuff to get, jut put it this way that, there isn’t any good enuff for us, yet! Heeheee, might wanna write down those silly thoughts of urs, and have a good lauff about it when ya reading ur blog to kill time! Like what I do. Holiday really are boring!

Here it goes, nobody asked me this before, but anyhow, I jus did, one minute ago! [ What would be your most romantic dream date, and with who?] Not a tough question actually! But if I wanted a realistic answer! Hahaahahaa…. Tough one it turned up! Why? Because right now, don’t really think of anybody except maybe fictional characters frm LOTR. HAHA, okies not farnie, it's rather pathetic! Alright just let me tell the dream date part and leave the with who part outta this for time being! My romantic dream date, would be to stroll down the streets of Paris, hand in hand, on a December evening, mild snow falling from the sky, Christmas lights dawn the shop windows, few cars occassionaly buzz past the side walks, other people going about their business, photographers hoping to catch fame passing down the street as u walk pass them……….strolling strolling, and chit chating about what we did, the farnie moments in life, our dreams n goals, and everything under the stars (topics tat r generally ple friendly), with occasional kisses (u gotta be kidding if u done not kissing IN PARIS, hello!?Mad?), n maybe a cup of Latte in hand… jus strolling down the streets, enjoying the sites and weather…. N the atmosphere of Paris…. (forget it, if u don’t understand French, Don’t think I'l ever know it either.. hahah) then upon reaching ur hotel room or juz room, he asked for u to close ur eyes, and lead ya further in the room, askin u to trust him….. then he stops, "promise u, don’t open ur eyes!" [ of coz I wont] ,he then pulls out something, u can tell it's a huge object…. The pulls away the wrapping…. Then guide u to another corner. "U can open ur eyes now"
(OH MY GOD, I gasped) cant help but smile with my jaw dropping! "it cant be real" I say. "Honey of coz it’s real…." (Oh my lord bless me….). What has he given me? My favorite painting, real canvas drawn piece of it! [__Okies that pic n mae of painting is in sch, cant find it on internet, will post asap.__] Then after dat romantic gesture and surprise, time to bring out the champagne or sweet wine, candle lights…. N……………..

That shld be quite it! SO ROMANTIC! It wouldnt happen anyway, The guy who can afford to buy me that painting, don’t ever think I'll meet him. Alright.. okies now comes to the with who part. Well, cant give a name, neither is there such candidate for time being! Hahaha….. unless I can name let say….HUGO WEAVING?
Gosh I really an pathetic, that's the only person I can think of now!!! Hahahhahaha

IT"S SO CRAPPY n CHEEZY!

Day Seven

2004-10-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

Oh cool, one week into my blog! Maybe I'm a little bit faster! Hehehe, well, it's all the same! Today realli sucks! REALLI! Head ache attacks again! And I suddenly miss Elrond so much! Shldnt have head aches alreadi... since i'm so stress free nowadays! Having nice dream every night! Juz last nite i made a trip to Alaska! COOL!? Hahaha.... forgot what I had done the previous night, but all dreams are nice dreams... heehee... hope tonight can go to Imladris! Visit Uncle Elrond, Glofy and Esrestor! Oh how i miss them! of coz the twinS~ hahahaha... Rented Something's Gotta Give, going to watch it later I hope! wanna return it tomorrow! Horrible, blog gettin shitty with every post! I cant even remember what i wanna post thus all these shitty sentences all jumble up into a paragraph! So messy.... but dont think anyone will read it! hahaha... (",)

Anyone know how to get a tag box done?

Day Six ii

2004-10-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

I still cant figure out should I buy the TROY DVD!? Century Square, Best Denki giving out free poster with DVD, while stock last!, Over here at Jurong Point, nothing of such luxury! WHY DAMN IT WHY!!? Took me few days to debate with myself, yet no conclusion drawn! To buy or not to buy! Why shld I not buy? I watched twice or thrice in theathers, kinda know the story by heart, original version of book nicer..... Why should I buy? Coz it has got brad pitt,orly and bana in it, very nice costume, nicest film i've watch this year, wanna collect it...... Oh hell, i still cant decide! I guess have to wait till december. My own christmas present for myself! So bloodi shitty! I the DVD for PROOF still hasnt come out! waited for a year! Who watches VHS nowadays!? WHEN CAN I GET MY HANDS ON IT!!! ARGHZzzzzzzz

OOPS! YAY! It will be out on 2nd Nov in US.... fuck shit la! OKIES...... erm troy dvd.... i'm afraid i can only get u perhep nx year!? Hahaha..... MUST GET PROOF DVD 1st!!! Hrmmm.... bedrooms n hallways now slowly turing into HARd to Find dvd alreadi. I think they stopped producing it! DAMNZ!

Day Six

2004-10-20T15:52:00.000+08:00

2 weeks into my holidays and I haven done anything constructive (yet)! hahaha... Nice weather these days!! But am so broke, pratically goes out once a week only! Have gotta save $ for trip, xmas shopping and of coz my LOTR ROTK Etx DVD launch in Dec! I'm goin to get the special edition this time! unless the side show weta staute included isnt nice. Hrmmm making a gues that tat it might be a mini mount doom, or not maybe mina tirith? Hahahha Hoping for a fell beast! Hehehehee

Christmas is NEAR! Hahaha 2 more months! I cant wait! Dont think Will get alot of present this year! Unless organise present exchange again! wahahaha... how smart of me! hahaha..... If only i cant turn back time! I wouldnt have buy that stupid expresso coffee machine! Shld've get the sword instead! ARGHZZZ>......... so bloodi regret it!

WISH LIST
=MARC JACOBS
-Blush
-Bath n Shower
-Moisturiser
-Hair Spray

LOTR Display Sword- Hadhafang

Elrond wielded Hadhafang at the end of the second age of Middle-Earth, during the Last Alliance of Elves and Men in the great battle against Sauron

Head Dress of Elrond

So far like dat only la! hahah... not too many items right!? Unless they've got Elrond costume comes complete with wig and ear! AH! Of coz I want that too! I love Elrond's hair! *GREEN EYES* HAHAHA PURPLE IS SO MY COLOR... This chap, called Anthony, he REALLLY IISSS GGGGGOOOOO GOOD! MY GOODNESS! CAnt he be my neighbour! I can ask him teach me, or better still dot one for me! So envy!

Tat's the undershirt! Home MADe!! COOOLz

Cheery Post

2004-10-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, after spending a few minutes on yahoo images, i didnt expect to fnd so many erm.... interessante photographs! Something cheery to add on in my blog since those past few entries isnt that cheerful. Have fun! Honestly, i'm laughing out loud! NO comments for any photo posted! Dunno what to say about that, unless ya want me to caption those pic! Hahahhaaa

Here's the 1st
Adrian Brody and Orly Bloom

Adrian Brody and Nick Rhodes (Is dat eye liner!?

Is the little dumb blonde the stupid mini bit*h in Uptown Girl?

Aiyozz. Pls behave urself orly

So moronic! Guess who?

I had to lauff when i see this! OMG! Is dat a mini skirt!? Hahahahahahah I cant help it! Hahahah

Stupid cat clawed me on my neck! arghz now got 2 red stripes! Damn

Day Five

2004-10-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

Updates (3rd time I'm ading on things to this post)

Have a sudden crazie idea of curllng my hair the 1940 style!
1941 1947

1940
Isnt it so COOL!?

Choir boys in the 1940s, look @ the hairstyle, so cute!

Hahaha realli crazy idea! But judging by the length and condition of my hair now. It's IMPOSSIBLE! I dont have curly hair, therefore would need to curl it! The lenght jus iznt right no matter wat, my hair is so layered now. SUggest leh, when shld I get a hair cut? Now or before sch reopen? But then one major problem, if i cut shorter it'll start to have duck tail again! SO gross, i cant stand untidy curls! Stupid!!

Some more beautiful pictures I fished outta the web. I must say I feel like crying when I saw some of them. They are just too beautiful a memory!

Taken during WWII (Date unknown)

Taken During WWII, 1944

Say hello! Without them, I would never have view so many nice pic, without them, i guess the story of the war isnt complete! World War Two Yorktown Photographers
Francis G Engelhardt (left)

I wonder if they will ever know that they up on the net!

Alright, a little correction here. The word FAMILY i mentioned on my previous post actually referred to the FAMILY, my aunt and I Shared. Which is made up of my aunt, my grandma, my cousin (Lester only) and my uncle! Never will I mention the other (FUCK) family (which i think they dont deserved the word being used on them!). Thank u!

It's fucked up! How i wish i can change my last name! Until the day i decided i had enough, I sure by the name of the lord, i'll change my name! Actualli I have already thought of it! Juz waiting for the time to be right! CHLOE LEE PARKER and that will be it! Fuck off all the chinese name, I dont need a god damn chinese name given to me by those fucked up people! At least LEE does deserved to be in my name! My aunt's surname is LEE.

GOD I sure my blood pressure is raising agin this day!

Away with these shit of mine. I am only at war with myself and the god damn shit I gotta face. But beautiful pictures will always brighten up my spirits! Hope ya like those!

Day Four ii

2004-10-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

Morning! Juz woke up not long ago, had arainy morning, and it's so nice to be in bed! How nice it is to be asleep. When ya sleeping, you dont have to do or think about anything, no more worries no more troubles. Y dont the witch who put the cursed on sleeping beauty drop my my door, and put me to sleep also? In dat way I dont can have a everlasting sleep, and dream. Just let my mind wonder. Reality SUCK big time!

How wonder life is if I'm back at that era of time

Makes me wonder how long has these been taken?

Photographic montage of immigrants who have come through Ellis Island

Well, there's L I F E i guess..... after all, it will all turn in memory once U've left this earth...............

Middle Day Four

2004-10-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

Goals and Dreams doesnt bother me veri much I frankly say
Cos I live my life from day to day and dream to dream
One can seldom tell what the future holds
Unless u have the gift of foresight as the legend says
So let's make merry outta the hours we've left for today
And then dream about tomorrow as if it's juz an adventure away.

_Chloe Low_

January 30, 1936, Crap Shooters, John Andrews Playground, Queens
One of my favourite photograph

This photograph was taken in 1912, New York. I wonder where all those people are now.

Kissena Park, QueensForest Park, May 29, 1963
I wish I could see the faces of those in the photo, and how they'll react to it. I supposed tears of joy are expected?

Archery, Alley Pond Park, Queens, September 1, 1940
Supposed they will be well over 60 yrs old now. If i could meet them, I'd like to ask them about their game on that day, 64 years ago........

Day Four

2004-10-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

S U N D A Y -_-" According to me, the most boring day of the week~ there's practically nothing to do except rot infront of the TV or computer all day long. Got digged outta bed at 11 30hrs! So damn early for a sunday, especially i slept at 03 30 that morning! But had a wonderful dinner with aunt at Swensen's.

My dad came to my gram's place today. I have not had the courage to tell him about the holi trip yet! God! What am I to do? I dont wanna cause trouble in the family, for he will surely blame my mom for lettin me go without his permission.

Now i find internet so addictive! Once I log in, i dont seem to be able to concentrate on my reading or work after i log off, keep wanting to log in again!

Been thinking alot about Christmas... yea.... it's still 2months away but...... it's been so long since i had a nice Christmas. Wondering how will this year be like. All kinda get drifted apart from the close bunch of friends. I guess it is juz like the saying goes, "there's no party that wont come to an end." (Sayin is in chi, kinda "translated it in my own words into english") After all these years, my social circle haven realli expanded dat much, with the exception of some good people, good friends I found in my poly life! The rest pretty much the same. Secondary sch mates all drifted an ocean away!!! I Miss my sec3 and sec4 years! Always creating trouble, and realli veri havoc! Hahaha... but we did study hard too... mugging for prelims n O's~ Miss those days in Mac, mugging and crapping... kinda lead a rather innocent life compared to now. Now, become so materialistic! All I want noe is some quiet life! How I wish i can forget about everything....

"Clothing changes when there's a big change in the society" -Jo Soh said dat! I guess lifestyle too! 1900s onwards, Man's life have become so B O R I N G .... 2000s onwards, busy fighting against terrorism, but still haven seen much changes in the society. technology advancing so fast dat we hardly feel any change in anything at all. What kind of life am I leading!? Goals and dreams doesnt bother me veri much I can frankly say. I live day to day. Who noes if tomorrow ever comes? I have never regretted any decision I made, because those decisions made me who I am today! I guess I have one or two regrets, but i cant figure out what r they for the moment. I think I'm realli someone who likes to live in memory land. Coz u can only remember so much for certain things, often predicting the ending or begining of events. Assuming they will turn out the way u want them to be, thinking of those thoughts often made me a little happier for that brief moment! Not sure anybodi will be reading these crap, but i do read it! hahaha, kept a diary recording all those happy moments in life, maybe when I;m old, and dying, those thoughts might cheer me on abit, reminding me that , well actually, life isnt that bad after all!

I have a liking to war films. Especially those events that happened during the late 1930s to 1940s era. And those battle between good and evil in the lord of the rings. Realli like those kinda film. Maybe because it's so happening during dat time,it made man feel that they r really alive and things are happening are REAL. As compared to the society now, life was pretty much simpler, and nicer, and sweeter than now. I mean who cares about organic or non organic food!? Who cares about what is in fashion now or not? Who cares will anybodi regconise their fake branded bags..........!!???

The earth can satisfy our needs but not our greed -Discovery Channel. I juz hope that men will jus open his god damn eyes and take a look at our environment, our earth and our home! Isnt the signs of global warming veri clear! Look ,,,, noe there's even shortage of oil and coal. And who knows what's coming next? God promised Noah that he wont flood the earth again. I wonder what will it be this time around!? For christ follwers, ask urself, what have ya done~ and then ponder, is it realli destined or cause and effect? Like newton's 3rd law!

GOD! I'm so sick of living! We all talked about our futuer, our career prospects.... now i wonder, will there ever be that day!? If god ask me, how many years would i wanna live. I would say 30 will be enough, at least for me! Coz I'm thankful for every breath i draw in, and every second here on earth. I get to experience stuffs that i will never get when I'm dead, and i;m thankful for all that. Thankful that i have a chance to see this world, even though I haven been to many places. Even though I do not know the sufferings of others. I'm thankdul for who i am, and where i am now, and for the wonderful family and friends no matter how bad they might get.

Day Three ii

2004-10-17T01:59:00.000+08:00

Alright, here goes the second part!

I'm truly suprised my people's memory! Wengkie has got a superb one! He practically remembers everything! While I have a problem recalling things that happened a week ago, or where i left my stuffs! Alot of times, causing minor panic attacks! Sometimes I even suspect I'm suffering from depression! Or some mental disorder~ Hahahaa..... Oh not ... I'm Mad! hahahhhahahaa

I Juz finished one jug of waterchest nut drink! AiyazZzzZzz

Haiyaz, forgot wat I wanna say alreadi larz! Damnz shitty brains

Nevermind! Forget wat I wanna type, tomorrow then add! NX time when typing entry for blog, better not sign in MSN!

Nothing better to write, give quotes frm my fav book lor

All that is gold does not glitter;
Not all those who wonder are lost.
The old that is strong doesn not wither;
Deep roots are not touch by the frost.

A fire from the ashes shall be woken
A light from the shadow shall spring
Renewed shall be blade that was broken
The crownless again shall be king

(I think is like dat, memorized it)
JRR Tolkien, Lord of Rings

Day Three

2004-10-17T01:45:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i had a day like that. Realli relaxing, nothing to worry about, no more thinking of ideas for project or coming up with execuses for MCs... All day long, shoppings and movie and starbucks at the of the day. Thanks for Wengkie's movie treat! Watched THE EXORCIST:THE BEGINNIG, I'm gasping at all those suspense part of the movie... Cant imagine how will I react if The Exorcist is screened in cinema again. They could have run a movie marathon for it! I will definately go n freak myself out! hahahaha ; )

Shopping was fun today! Perfume testing....Hahhaa@! Yay Marc Jacobs BLUSH will be in store nx month. I wonder if I'll get invited for the launch! wahahaha..... <- DAyDreaming!! -_-", since I'm a loyal fan of Marc Jacobs fragrances, why not!? Y Marc doesnt have a make up product range! Paul & Joe launhed theirs alreadi. Packaging so cool. veri lady like! Better than Anna Sui (eeeek) ActuallI Vera Wang's also veri veri nice! But so expansive! Even mom doesnt want to buy it!

My List of reccomadations for fragrances
Marc Jacobs
Vera Wang
Narciso Rodriguez
Alexander McQueen
Addict By Christian Dior
Sicily By Dolce&GAbbana
Brit By Burberry
Romance By Ralph Lauren
Gucci Rush
Channel No.5
Gucci Envy (Homme)
Paul Smith
DKNY The fragances (for normal casual day, normal scent only, but one of my fav)
Glamourus by Ralph Lauren
Poision (the range) by Dior
Hugo Boss Women

Alright...... part one ends her coz somebodi wanna read alreadi...... hehehe ; p

Day Two ii

2004-10-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

F**K! The previous post I did for Day Two ii turn out to be blank when I post it! Fcuk Shit~ Now got no mood to write anymore! Bloody headaches are killing me!!!! Arghz

To my cat! Agean will ur new name! Cheers Aegean! N good nite! get well soon!

To my brains! Shut the F**king headaches it's killing me!

Bye! for today!

Day Two

2004-10-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

What and awful thing to watch! US Presidential debate. No comments. I cant absorb anything both of them said! The clock strike 12, and my brain turned off! If u peeps have Cable tv @ home, watch out for CNBC on weekends, Sat @ 23 00 and sunday @ 22 00, The Tonight Show With Jay Leno! They've got dman cool (dummy) advertisments for the Election in Nov! Realli damn lame stuff, which is so fun to watch! Do keep a look out! my goodness, the more i look at Kerry, the more I think he needs an "Nip/Tuck" session before the election to at least look more presentable! Oohh okies... run outta farnie ideas!

Quote frm Siim Wii: " THE EXORCIST:THE BEGINNIG..... full of suspense...but e previous THE EXORCIST 1&2 were much scary!!the feature of e possessed lady was too short!!.... but chole was pretty freaked out.... haha.... anyway, simply luv such movies... scare e daylights out of me anytime... yeah~" ---------geez I was real freak out, no joke! I dont like the movie at all! Gives me to creeps! Talking about that, I juz watched The Pianist on dvd! N I cant eat proper the next day. The war scenes in the film was so terrible! Especially the ways the Jews in Poland were treat, and how those cold blooded German Nazzi Armed forces killed them. Totally Gross me out! Had a very bad side effect one me! No doubt that went onto my list of Favourite movie! Hahahaa.... now my brains are ithcing, feel like learning Polish! But I'm very sure it'll be those 5min madness, after awhile it will be gone!

Arghz... my blogggie is so so so B O R I N G. And that, you (those who r readin it) must agree too! Damn those html! Forgot everything again! Give a few days to get the hang of it, and then see if I can use it much better then wat I am doing now.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ How to make $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$! Auctions on yahoo aint moving very fast! Lazy to work this holidays! Dont think I can get to win any lottery! SIANZ!!!! RIGHT! MUST GET BATTERY CHARGER BY TMR! So dat I can post more things on sale by this weekend! Here's my auciton Page http://user.auctions.shopping.yahoo.com/sg/user/hothiengreenleaf Do take a look K!

So far like this! Arrivedci! Ciao Ciao! Will add on more as the day goes by!

Now Good Nite I say
May God bless me with sweet dreams
May the world be a brighter day tomorrow
N my life take a turn for the better
For tomorrow is juz another day of doings
In a life as ill fated as mine!

Amen**

Day one

2004-10-15T14:21:00.000+08:00

Finally it's holidays! Holidays! Cant seemed to get use to Holiday time. There's practically no mood to do anything anymore. I've drawn up a TO DO LIST, till now nothing is done. I owe Terrence a project, I owe myself another 2 chapters (at least) of Italian, and get my stupid digi cam fixed asap. Oh ya, one more thing, counting down the days left towards our Genting Holiday escape. 2nd time i can get to go overseas without my family. This time, we dont even have a teacher with us! yay!!! Shopping, eating, playing, and people watch!

Referring to Siim Wii's bloggie, I haven tell my dad I'm goin on a trip! He'll give a 101% No answer anywhere if I had ask him any earlier, so mom gave me permission! With the 3/4 of the family casting a "CAN GO" vote, his seemed to be over ruled alreadi! Nice mom! Hhaha Nice aunt and grandma! Every family has it's own never ending story, be it good or bad, it's still family! "Ohana means family, and family means no one gets left behind!" [Wasnt as close to my family as I am now, untill when i was 16, O'lvel year! Lots of bad things happened, and that brought my family n me closer!]No matter how many people are there in the family, thank god we are given one in the 1st place! So people, take it easy alright? Time will prove n heal everything! You'll understand it someday, somehow! Meanwhile! Happy go lucki!

Happy 1st entry in my blog! Wat a nice day! had a really wonderful lunch in IKEA, despite eating it alone, kinda used to it, so I wont grumble! Cool apple slicer! Go get it! $4.90 only!

Oh ya, to Lionel: Happy Belated Birthday! Realli Sorry, I missed the dates! Hopefully can get ya prezzie frm Genting.

Tat's all for the 1st entry. Gtg watch the presidential Debate! So fun to watch 2 idiots talking craps which non of which understand what each other is saying! C'mon kerry, get urself a brain n leave poor bush alone! Yay!!!! Brains for Kerry! <= eeeeww...... i dont like the sight of him! So wat's if Cheney's daughter is a Les? His daughter look like a witch! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAhahahahahahhahaahahha~~~